As 2020 comes to an end, summaries abound along with year-end top [insert category] lists. Since I deal in words a lot, I love seeing what dictionary writers are saying. Merriam-Webster sums up 2020 by reporting its stats on definition searches. Some of their 2020 winners were: (not surprisingly) “pandemic”, “defund”, and “malarkey”. And since language is always evolving, there's always a handful of new words to add; some additions to the Oxford English Dictionary this year include “climate emergency” and “hellacious”.
Now, I’m no dictionarian (is that a word yet?...it should be), but I’d say the word for 2020 was “pivot”. How many of us were forced to take a new direction this year? Maybe it was a relatively seamless change like going from in-person meetings to Zoom meetings. Or maybe it was a 180-degree career shift...or a company or product overhaul...or going from working parent to home-schooling parent (while still working)? The examples abound.
There are lots of ways to wax poetic about change--anything to make the harsh reality of uncertainty a little bit more bearable. But what I like about “pivot” is that implicit in the word is a sense of groundedness, of stability. To pivot, you stay in one spot but swivel around that point where you are. When I think of a pivot in basketball, it’s that move where the player plants one foot firmly on the floor and steps around with the other foot looking for an opening.
Sometimes it’s easy to feel planted, to see that we have everything we need to make a decision to go forward. If we’re lucky, we gain stability from knowing our gifts, our intelligence, our network, our curiosity, and our ingenuity have gotten us this far, and will surely get us a little further in whatever direction we choose. But sometimes we’re stuck...and maybe that’s the benefit of a word like “pivot”. Just like fear is a prerequisite for courage, some form of staying still, stopping dead in your tracks, or getting stuck in a rut is required for a pivot.
I pivoted from opera singer to voiceover artist when the pandemic hit and I saw no hope of theaters reopening any time soon. The shut down of live performing arts forced my hand, but I had been in a rut with opera for a while, never having fully regained my sense of purpose in America after working in Germany where theaters were state-funded and opera tickets were the price of movie tickets. When I came to voiceover, it was on a whim that I might like to narrate audiobooks. Now I’ve done it all -- commercials, e-Learning, corporate videos, audiobooks, and documentaries, and I couldn’t be happier. I didn’t know my first lesson in voiceover techniques was going to lead me to my new career, but I do remember thinking after that first lesson that I had been training for this my whole life. That inner voice as well (as my actual voice) was my firmly planted foot that I hadn’t realized I was standing on. I don’t even know how long I’d been looking for an opening, but when it presented itself, I pivoted and went for it.
Sometimes the only choice we have is to find a new direction, forge a new path, or reinvent ourselves, but maybe the word “pivot” with its implicit anchoring in what you know to be true about yourself is helpful when framing your circumstances, and weighing the choices you in front of you.
If you’ve pivoted this year, I’d love to hear about it. What have you learned about yourself in the process?